So… I did it today. I handed in my resignation letter.

Therefore, my journey of leaving the place I’ve worked at for nearly three years - and also the first ever place I’ve ever worked at - begins.

It was going so good in the early days. When everyone liked everyone and it wasn’t that hard to make friends. My workload wasn’t so batshit crazy and I actually reminisced about my working environment.

Sigh. 

Unfortunately now, I feel more on-edge and burnt out rather than happy at work. Before anyone says it: I know. Work is work, it’s not always going to be a walk in the park & fun and games. I know that.

It’s just that sometimes things get a bit too toxic - as much as I hate to admit it. I’m a strong person.. but I guess it’s time to put my foot down.

But my journey afterwards isn’t going to be so relieving either, I suppose. New beginnings, new people to get familiar with, new work ethnics and foreign projects that’ll be labelled ‘mine’.

Boy, am I scared or what? Haha.

Hopefully God will give me enough strength, motivation and confidence to get through all this. Tough times indeed.